I was going to prom with my crush and we end up back at my house and sleep together in my bed without having sex or anything or even kissing or touching and then as we're half asleep like towards the morning he finally starts touching legs and pulling himself against me and he's hard and then somehow our pants are off and he's having sex with me really aggressively as i'm pressed up against my headboard and his head is far away from mine so we don't even kiss this whole time and then he finished super fast and rolls over and goes back to sleep.
Dreams about intimacy and sex often symbolize a desire for emotional connection and closeness in waking life. In this dream, the scenario suggests a yearning for deeper connection with your crush or a desire for intimacy without necessarily needing to engage in physical acts. The initial part of the dream where you sleep together without any physical contact may indicate a longing for a more intimate and meaningful connection with your crush beyond physical desires.
The sudden shift to more aggressive and disconnected sexual encounter may point to feelings of confusion or pressure in your waking life. This part of the dream could be a reflection of both excitement and discomfort around exploring intimacy with your crush. The lack of kissing or emotional connection during the act may suggest a feeling of detachment or disconnect in your relationships or interactions.
The fast finish and him rolling over to sleep could symbolize a fear of intimacy or being left feeling unsatisfied or unfulfilled in your relationships. It's important to reflect on your feelings and emotions surrounding intimacy and connection in your waking life to gain insight into what this dream may be trying to tell you.